Putting on the Armour of God

I just got home from church today. I'm so confused. I'm so convicted.I'm in so much pain. I know in my heart, I have sinned.My heart is so unrepentant! I have asked forgiveness to my God many times and all the time i've done something unpleasant in His eyes but i still keep on doing what he wants me to put a full stop! I feel so bad! I am such a bad daughter.How can i give away my heart and my convictions without thinking . How can i be so unwise! How can i exchange my eternal joy to a temporary happiness. How can I put my destiny and purpose at stake. How can i ever let the enemy take a foothold on me!


I'm so glad i went to church today.I feel blessed with the message. The pastor is doing a series of the book of Ephesians. It talks about ' Putting the Armour of God' everyday and every moment of your life. This epistle is a call to "walk in victory", with a charge to stand strong in the power of the Lord's might. To be able to withstand the wiles of the devil and spiritual hosts of wickedness in heavenly places, Christians needs to adorn themselves with the whole armor of God. This armor includes such elements as truth, righteousness, the gospel, faith, salvation, and the Word of God. Standing strong also requires fervent and watchful prayer, not just for one's self, but for all Christians.


My mind is set on one thing now, TO OBEY MY DAD, MY GOD. TO DELIGHT MY SELF IN HIM AND TO SERVE HIM WITH ALL OF ME. Today, i made my decision to follow him for the rest of my life.To give up my heart and hearts desires.Indeed,there are higher stakes in all of these than mere desires.