That One Special Night

My darling, can u still remember
the first glance
the first talk
the first walk?

I was so nervous, you were so shy
we talked in the cold night,
there was just you and i.


The only sound that we heard
was the gentle breeze,
soft music that rhythms
the pounding of our hearts.


Slowly i turned my head,
to see your face,
i was lost
i coudn't say anything...
i could feel your
body trembling
i could hear your
heart pounding
your faint voice that
squeezed my heart.


i want to touch your face
ease the pain in your eyes
hold you in my arms
and tell you " i love you,
i can't live without you."


i want to freeze that moment
savor each second
i wanna be lost in your arms
and stay there forever.


My darling, i can still remember
your smile...
your eyes ...
that took my breath away.

one magical night
one precious moment

can you still remember?

Memories

(Ray Watson)

Standing at the graveside
of an old forgiven past
Memories are all that's left of you
Bitterness and pain
are strangers to me now
Memories are all that's left of you

Flicking through the pages
of a diary filled with fear
Memories are all that's left of you
Looking through the years
filled with tears
Now memories are all that's left of you

They can't touch me now
They can't hurt me now
Now I know the secret of love

I release myself in worship
I give it all to you
I come before your throne of love
And bare my heart to you
I will love you with the love
That you've freely given me
And my heart will never be cold
It will never be old
It will always be free

Trying to revive in me
an old forgiven part of me
Those memories that haunt a man
made new
I'm holding on to life
in Jesus Christ
Your memories that haunt a man made new
They can't touch me now
They can't hurt me now
Now I know the secret of love

I release myself in worship
I give it all to you
I come before your throne of love
And bare my heart to you
I will love you with the love
That I freely give to you
And my heart will never be cold
It will never grow old
It will always be new.

Have you ever looked back over your life and felt the pain of your past? We all have our own private memories,many and few. "The heart knows its sorrows, no stranger shares its joy." This is a very intimate and moving song about the healing of memories. i like it so much.

In My Stillness

You knock and i stand paralized

blood rushing through my veins

racing with the pounding of my heart

trying to decide if i'm really ready

to open that door and let you in...


"coming", i say

not moving, afraid of letting you go

afraid of letting you in

i need a little more time

to subdue my emotions

dismiss my anxiety ...


i know she's still in your heart

dearly holding on a future with her

so i chose to give you time to find out

without compromising myself.


i'm dying inside

tears fall endlessly

i square my shoulders

reinforce the wall around my heart

bravely deciding that anything else

would be a pleasant surprise..


i adjust my smile

remain a touch of distance

and a smidgen of nonchalance

in reserve for masking secret pain

you see, i'll smile

even if it kills me...



so, with facade intact

resolve tightly in place

i close the door

And quietly, walk away ...



Seemed eternity passes

i sat in the stillness

of the wind

patiently waiting

carefully heeding

trusting...

listening...

to the still voice

of the Spirit



i guess, that is all i could do

yes, that's the best thing for now.