Dad's little girl

Daddy and His little Girl Part 3

And we know that in all things, God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose. Ro 8:28

Little Girl: How can i tell when i am being called upon to be patient and when i am being called to take action? My heart says i'm being tested.

Daddy: In all situations you must stop before you move. Not until you stop, look, and listen will you receive My guidance. Stop worrying. Stop blaming. Stop being angry. Stop being hopeless and faithless. Look for your lesson and your share of responsibilty. Then you, you must turn within and listen to the gentle, still voice of the Spirit. If your lesson is to be still / patient, you will find the strength to let go and know that My Way is always the perfect way. When you are patient enough to stop, look, and listen, asking what to do, you will always be shown how to do it. If it's My will that you should act or speak, something inside your being will stand up, move your feet, and point you in the right directon. So, My child Stop! look! listen before you act.

" Anyone who trusts in Him will never be put to shame." Ro:10:11

Little Girl: Ok Dad, i will listen carefully and i will wait on You. Please help me sit still and be quiet. To trust You. I'm just so afraid to articulate even for myself, feelings i have to get rid of. I better stick with what You're saying than what my heart is saying. Whom have i in heaven but You? and earth has nothing besides You? (Ps 73:25)

Daddy: And the Lord spoke to her, you shall have no inheritance in their land. I am Your part and I am Your inheritance ( Nu 18:20). I will betroth you in faithfulness and you will aknowledge me(Ho2:20).I will give you vigor and new strength.You will grow wings like eagles. You will run and not be weary. You will march on and never grow faint.

Little Girl: You have made known to me the path of life(Ps16:11). Hold up my goings in Your paths, that my footsteps slip not(Ps 17:5). It seemed impossible that the torrent of passion could be brought into the calm river of Your purposes. I want him but he's not mine.He is Yours. I love him but as this desires and longings are alive and active, it is no longer in my disposal anymore.My heart is full of hope and expectation of Your promises. What is man that you are mindful of him. You made him a little lower than the heavenly beings and crowned him with glory (Ps8:4-5).You made him ruler over the works of your hands.You put everything under his feet (Ps8:6). Hear my cry for mercy as i call to You for help, as i lift up my hands toward Your Most Holy Place (Ps28:2).Praise be to You my Lord, for You heard my cry for mercy(Ps28:6).You are my strength and my shield. My heart trust in You and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to You in song(Ps28:7).Into Your hands i commit my spirit. Redeem me o Lord.In will be glad and rejoice in Your love , for You saw my affliction and knew the anguish of my soul.Dad. may the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in Your sight. Thank You because You delight in bringing good to me and in seeing me enjoy Your blessings. How can i help but delight in You my Sweet Dad?

Daddy: :) You always put gladness in my heart, my sweet, precious one. From the lips of children and infants you have ordained praise (Ps8:2). You will see my goodness. Wait for me, be strong and take heart. My favor for you lasts a lifetime. I am pleased when you are happy, when you prosper.Your soul is my garden.. a garden for delight and I rejoice in you. I long to be good to You, to satisfy your deepest longings with My Love. You are My Heart's delight. Wait for Me and keep My way. I will exalt you to inherit the land (Ps37:4). My sweet, Fix your eyes on the doughnut, not on the hole and share your joys with others and leave your pain, worry, trouble with Me.

LittleGirl: I'm dying slowly. Truly my heart waits silently for You. Waiting silently is the hardest thing of all. I wanted to tell him "i love you", i can't live without you". But, i need to hold my self and refrain, that is all i could do." Everything that may abide the fire, ye shall make it go through the fire". Purity comes at a high price. I'll bid him goodbye. I want my goodbye , this last goodbye be still and splendid like a forest tree. Let there be one grand look within his eyes.Then, I will go in quivering lips and burning floods of tears. Indeed, being Yours requires countless little deaths _ occasions when i have to say no to self and yes to You. My little deaths have to be died just as great ones do.I have to die in order to live. Dad, Give me faith to live by it, faith to act on it and faith to keep looking at the joyful end of it all. He loomed in every thought, every line i read in the bible or anywhere else. Just coudn't deny that.Give me understanding.Direct me in the path of Your commands and teach me Your decrees.Thank you because you're good and did good in giving him to me. So good, and did good in so long leaving him to me.You are so good and did good in taking him from me. "YOUR WILL", the reason which is thought to obviate all argument and dry all my tears. I know my sufferings are not for nothing. never.I would live for you Lord. Keep my eyes so turned toward You that the world may attract no part of me. I woke up late this morning and my devotions with dreams of him. It bothers me somewhat that he is on my mind when i ought to be praying. I am assured that loving him is part of my life now_ important as eating. But every desire that arose i offer it to You.I have to die! die! die! it's a joy waiting for You Dad. Only too well i know again these past few days, the inner weakness to return, to go back to him, but if eel that i have set my hand and to look back now would be dishonor. You know the inner part, and You know how much of me i really leave with him. How much of me have been broken. But I have to let this go. Bury in Your loving arms and let You resurrect it in Your own time.

Ask me not, for i may not speak of it. i saw it and the tears were in his eyes. >Idylls of the King>

He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose > jim elliot>

The trial of faith is a thing worth much more than gold..

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Ps 34:18

We live by faith and not by sight.. 2Cor 5:14

... those who live should no longer live for themselves but for Him who died for them and was raised again.2Cor5:15

As we open our hearts to the the Father, we receive the light of His wisdom.

For continually, while still alive, we are being surrendered into the hands of death for Jesus' sake ...

Anyone of you who does not give up everything he has cannot be My disciple. Lk14:33


Daddy: Do not rush. trust. and keep a quiet heart. When My will crosses the will of man somebody has to die. Soon you'll understand that this is for your best.I have great confidence in you. I take great pride in you. What could be better for you than My love? The farther you move along My path, the more you must be willing to release. Things must come up in order to move out. I permitted this heartbreak for you to be shaped in My likeness. that you may learn to trust. that you may learn to obey. that you may bear fruit. that you may reach spiritual maturity. Your broken heart is an acceptable oferring to me. If you want to find your true self, if you want real life, if your heart is set on glory. many deaths must go into your reaching the measure, many letting goes. If any man will let himself be lost for My sake , he will find his tru self. Why do you let yourself be lost? Look at the acorn and trust Me. My sweet, your tears will reap with songs of joy. Waiting requires patience -- a willingness calmly to accept waht you have or have not, where you are or where you wish you were. Trust Me. Victories are won in the quiet acceptance of ordinary events.My peace will dwell in the heart prepared to wait trustfully and quietly on Me.

Little Girl: It is amazign how clear things become when i am still before You, not complaining, not insisting on quick answers only seeking to hear Your word in the stillness and to see things in Your light. you picked up the scraps and pieces and made me whole __ a whole woman again. I will be meek God. I will be meek. What was this little incident of mine by comparison with Your suffering? Your grace made my bitter water sweet. People say, i am brave but i don't see any great bravery in walking through one of the difficult experience of life. You are the One who strengthens me with the things i must face. My greatest pain is to lose him but at this time You swooped under me as a Great Bird and carried me on eagle's wings.I believe i'm steady, shining and triumphant faith will lead me out through You, into the richest experiences i have ever had. I believe that firmly. I concentrate on this, i leave the past behind and with hands outstreched to whatever lies ahead. I go straight for the goal_ my reward the honor of being called by You in Christ (Phil3:13-14).


Quietness in the presence of God, this being "all there" for Him.

I am He who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you. I will sustain you and I will carry you. Is46:4

I make known the end from the beginning, from ancient times, what is still to come. i say: MY purpose will stand, and I will do all that I please.

roses

Love is
patient, love is kind
it
does not envy, it does not boast
it is not proud, it is not rude
it is not self- seeking, it is not easily
angered
it keeps no record
of wrongs
Love does not
delight in evil but rejoices with the truth
it always protects, always trusts, always
hopes
always perseveres . .
. 1Cor 13

Heart's cry

Dad, I am not going to let the waiting period discourage me.

I will hang on until Your Word is manifested in my life.

I will put patience to work and keep my words in line.

Thank You.. indeed, I will receive my harvest!

Home

by: Bryan Mcknight

Thinking back when we first met
I remember what You said
You said You'd never leave me
I let go of Your hand
Built my castle in the sand
But now I'm reachin' out again
And I'm not letting go till You . . .

Hold me
Mold me
Sometimes I feel so all alone
See I gotta find my way back home
So why don't You
Shape me
Make me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I gotta find my way back home

Master, upon my knees I pray
I just want to be the clay
Put Your arms around me
Place my life in Your hands
Lord I know I'm just a man
I know You understand
This time I'm not letting go till You

Anoint me
Appoint me
Sometimes I feel so all alone
See I gotta find my way back home
So why don't You
Chastise me
Baptize me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I gotta find my way
'Cause I'm lost and alone
I've been wandering
Long enough to know

Humbly I search for You
And I'm not gonna rest till You
Choose me
Use me
Sometimes I feel so all alone
I'm on my way back home
So why don't You

Direct me
Bless me
Wash me whiter than the snow
I'm on my way back home.

I Love You

if our love is really just a story i want it to be published into a book

so that the world will read about us if our love is perhaps a fairytale

i want it to be filmed into a movie so that all children will grow up and find a love just like ours. if our love is only a dream then i dun ever want to wake up

so that i will stay with you forever and never say goodbye...

i love you i love you I love youI love youi love you

Thoughts . . .

Measure your life by loss and not by gain.
not by the wine drunk but by the wine poured forth.
For love's strength is found in love's sacrifice,
and he who suffers most has most to give.


Dad, when the prison door closes behind me, keep me trusting in You with complete and overflowing joy.
Give Your work through me great success, and even in prison make me " free indeed". It is through my trials and afflictions that God gave me fresh revelations of Himself.



A little bird i am
shut from the fields of air,
and in my cage i sit and sing
to Him who placed me there;
well pleased a prisoner to be,
because my God it pleases Thee.


My cage confines me round,
freely i cannot fly,
but though my wings are closely bound
My soul is at liberty.
For prison walls cannot control
the flight or freedom of the soul.


Do not be anxious about anything. Phil 4:6

light in darkness

I may be experiencing little sunshine these days, but the long periods of gloomy

darkness have been wisely designed for me, for perhaps a lengthy stretch of summer

weather would have made me like parched land or a barren wilderness. I have

learned to love the darkness of sorrow, for it is there i see the brightness of God's

face. My Lord knows best, and the clouds and the sun wait for His command.I've to

wait in prayer, in faith and in quiet patience. Dad have Your own way in my life.Not

my will, but Yours be done.


Blessed is the one who waits. Daniel 12:12


I don't know what to do, and i'm in great need. But I will wait until You divide the flood before me or drive back my enemies.I will wait even if you keep me here many days, for my heart is fixed on You alone, Dad.And my spirit will wait for You with full confidence that You will still be my joy and my salvation. " For you have been my refuge and strong tower against the foe." Ps 61:3 I will wait in faith and believe that even if You keep me waiting until midnight, You will come at the right time to fulfill Your vision for me.

be strong and take heart

The plans of the Lord stand firm forever, the purposes of His heart through all generations. Ps 33:11


I must be prepared to wait on God's timing. His timing is precise, for He does things "at the very time" He has set. It is not for me to know His timing --- i must wait for it. I remember abraham and sarah's waiting for the promised son.God did not told abraham the 30 weary years of waiting but only as the time was approaching, with but a few mos. left to wait did God reveal His promise. " At the appointed time next year... Sarah will have a son." Gen 18:14

Message from my Dad:

So take heart , dear child when I require you to wait. The One you wait for will not disappoint you. He will never be even five minutes behind " the appointed time". And soon " your grief will turn to joy." Jn 16:20 Oh, how joyful the soul that I bring to laughter! Then sorrow and crying flee forever, as darkness flees the dawn.

Some glorious morn-- but when? Ah, who will say?
The steepest mountain will become a plain,
And the parched land be satisfied with rain
The gates of brass all broken; iron bars
Transfigured, form a ladder to the stars
rough places plain, and crooked way all straight
For her who with patient heart ran wait
These things will be on God's appointed day
It may not be tomorrow -- yet it may.

Blessed are those who mourn.. Mt 5:4

Thank You Lord

:: my first tongue interpretation . . .


Thank You Lord for Your grace
Thank You Lord for Your peace
Thank You Lord for your love
For peace, for grace, for wisdom that You gave

Chorus
I wanna thank You Lord
I wanna thank You that You're here
I wanna thank You that You're there
I wanna thank lord because You are everywhere with me

I wanna say i love You Lord
I wanna say i love You Lord
I wanna say thank You
Because You saved me with Your grace

Thank You, Lord
Thank You Lord
Thank You Lord for Your love

heart's cry

i don't know what to say.. dunno what to feel.
i'm grateful that You're here.
There, i feel i've not been so useful..
worried that i've not been pleasing You.
terrified that i'm not doing what You want me to do.
I want more of You. I need You so.
My vessel is not yet full.I'm hungry.
I want Your love.I longed for Your touch..
Lord,fill every empty space in me.
I LOVE YOU DAD.. i can't go on without YOU.
Please hold on.. don't ever let go of me.

The only things you can truly have in life are those given from love; and Love is the only thing you can leave behind. GIVE LOVE A CHANCE!They that look for God shall not want.

Psalms 24:10

Can't Live Without You

Im not doing so good without You.
The things i've kept were the things
I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this tears
Living without You ,everything I have in this world
And all that i'll ever be will all fall down around me
I can't take another day without You
Cause I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long
just to hold You and be back
in Your arms where I belong
Sorry, I cant always find the words to say
but everything I ever know
gets swept away Inside Your love
As the days pass...
I saw that time is standing still for me
when You're not here..

"And the son said unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and in thy sight, and am no more worthy to be called thy son. But the father said to his servants, Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet....For this my son...was lost, and is found." (Luke 15:21-22, 24)

In spite of my sins, my Father has received me with open arms. He's put a robe of righteousness on my back and His signet ring on my hand. He's put the shoes of royalty on my feet. I feel unworthy of all that but my Dad hasn't based His relationship with me on my worthiness. He's based it on His love for me. I don't have to struggle to prove myself to Him. As far as He's concerned, i'm a proven success.Thank you Dad for Your great love for me.. i love you so much ..so dearly and You know that.:)

Because of You

'tis one of my favorites..:)

by:K.martin

If ever you wonder if you touched my soul, Yes, you do.. Since I met you, I`m not the same You bring life to everything I do Just the way you say hello With one touch I can`t let go Never thought I`d fall in love with you *Because of you, my life has changed Thank you for the love & the joy you bring Because of you, I feel no shame I`ll tell the world It`s because of you Sometimes I get lonely And all I gotta do is think of you You`ve captured something inside of me You make all of my dreams come true It`s not enough that you love me for me You reached inside & touched me eternally "I loveyou" best explains How I feel for you Because of you My life has changed Thank you for the love & the joy you bring Because of you,I feel no shame I`ll tell the world It`s because of you The magic in your eyes True love, I can`t deny When you hold me, I just lose control I want you to know That I`m never letting go You mean so much to me, I want theworld to see It`s because of you.....*Because of you, my life has changed Thank you for the love & the joy you bring Because of you, I feel no shame I`ll tell the world It`s because of you

Through it all . . .

by Hillsong United

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your
righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I'll sing to You
Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in
everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
You are
forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your
hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait
on You
I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to
me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
I'll sing
to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried
in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all
Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You
Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You
I'll
sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm
carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it
all

Worthy is the Lamb

by:hillsong

Thank you for the cross, Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace
Thank you for this love, Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I knowYour forgiveness and embrace
Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious
High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
The Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

One Desire

by:hillsong

You gave it all for me
My soul desire, my everything
And all I am is devoted to You
How could I fail to see
You are the love that rescued me
And all I am is devoted to You
And oh, how could I not be moved
Lord here with You
So have Your way in me
Cause Lord, there is just one thing
That I will seek
This is my cry
My one desire
Is to be where You are, Lord
Now and forever
Its more than a song
My one desire
Is to be with You
Is to be with You, Jesus

Amazing Love

by: hillsong

I'm forgiven,because You were forsaken,I'm accepted, You were condemned,and I'm alive and well your spirit is within me,because You died and rose again.I'm forgiven,because You were forsaken,and I'm accepted, You were condemned,and I'm alive and well your spirit is within me,because You died and rose again.Amazing love,how can it be,that You my king would die for me?Amazing love,I know it's true,and it's my joy to honor You. Amazing love,how can it be,that You my king would die for me?Amazing love,I know its true,and it's my joy to honor You.In all I do I honor You.Im forgiven,because You were forsaken,and I'm accepted, You were condemned,and I'm alive and well your spirit is within me,because You died and rose again.Amazing love,how can it be,that You my king would die for me,Amazing love,I know it's true,and it's my joy to honor You.Amazing love,how can it be,that You my king would die for me?Amazing love,I know it's true,and it's my joy to honor You.In all I do I honor YouYou are my king,You are my king,Jesus You are my king,Jesus You are my king,Amazing love,how can it be,that You my king would die for me?Amazing love,I know it's true,and its my joy to honor You. Amazing love,how can it be,that You my king would die for me,Amazing love,I know it's true,and its my joy to honor YouIn all I do I honor You.In all I do I honor You .

Lord You are Beautiful

by: Rebecca St.james

Lord You're beautiful
Your face is all I seek
For when your eyes are on this child
Your grace abounds to me
Lord You're beautiful
Your face is all I seek
For when your eyes are on this child
Your grace abounds to me

I want to take Your word and shine it all around
First help me just to live it Lord
And when I'm doing well help me to never seek a crown
For my reward is giving glory to You
Lord please light the fireThat once burned bright and clear
Replace the lamp of my first loveThat burns with holy fear
I want to take Your word and shine it all around
First help me just to live it Lord
And when I'm doing well help me to never seek a crown
For my reward is giving glory to You

I can see your face now
I can feel your grace now
I can see your face now
I can feel your grace now
Its all I seek
Its all I seek

Lord You're beautiful
Your face is all I seek
For when your eyes are on this child
Your grace abounds to me
I can see your face now
I can feel your grace now
I can see your face now
I can feel your grace now

Quiet You With My LOve

by:rebecca st.james

Come to Me, all who are weary
And I will give you rest
Come to Me, all who are weary
And I will give you rest
Lay your head down on My shoulders
Be still my child, rest a while

I'll quiet you with My love
Rejoice over you with My song
I'll quiet you with My love
Rejoice over you with My song

Come to Me, all who are weary
And take My yoke upon you
Come to Me, all who are weary
My burden is easy and light
Lay your head down on My shoulders
Be still my child, rest a while

Wait For Me

by Rebecca St. James

Darling did you know that I, I dream about you,
Waiting for the look in your eyes when we meet for the first time
And Darling did you know that I, I pray about you,
Praying that you will hold on
Keep your loving eyes only for me

Chorus:
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
Because I am waiting for, praying for you, Darling
Wait for me too, wait for me as I wait for you
(Darling wait, Darling Wait)
Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing you will be forever.
I'll be yours and you'll be mine.
And Darling when I say, "till death do us part",
I'll mean it with all of my heart, now and always faithful to you

Bridge:
Now I know you may have made mistakes,
But there's forgiveness and a second chance.
So wait for me, Darling wait for me, wait for me, wait for me

Wait for me, Darling Wait
Because im waiting for you, Because im waiting for you
So wait for me, Darling wait
Wait for me